peace

i am so thankful that God's peace is beyond understanding. yesterday, i wasan't feeling very good at all, but then after spending time with God, there was this peace. i don't know how it works. everything doesn't have to be known to experience it. i think we think that to have bpeace, everything needs to be ok. but with God, it doesn't.

by the end of the day, i knew some of the answers to some of the questions i'd been asking, and i didn't think that this was even possible. and i will just trust God for the rest.

matt and i get married in 3 weeks and 1 sleep, this is exciting, and scary (in a good scary kind of way, don't worry). all we want to do with our lives is whatever God wants us to do. now, that may sound kind of cliche, and you know, who cares, anyone who claims to follow Christ should be saying this. we want God's best. sometimes it's easy to figure out, sometimes it's harder. and sometimes we stuff up along the way. but as long as we seek God, keep our eyes on Him, it will be ok, and even sometimes when things aren't all ok and you don't know all the answers, you still get to experience His peace. That's sweet.

Thank You Lord.