over moving

eviction date is closing in. less than a week to go. i am over it. moving is hard. moving to nowhere is even harder. well, ok, i am moving to a lovely house. but i'll only be a temporary guest for the next few months till i go to canada. then i'll be a temporary guest till i come home. it's weird, thinking that for almost the next year i won't really have my own home. i am blessed that i will have a few different homes, but it's not the same as having your own stable base. oh well. i think i am just tired and wish that the packing genie would appear (though in all my moving life, this genie has never appeared).