courageous?

for those of you wondering, my friend thought michael vartan was staying somewere at southgate? 3 of them actually went to try and spot him the other night to no avail. some of the things they do on alias are just crazy and i wonder if it was real life would anyone behave in the same way? don't get me wrong, i love the show. love it. i am not bagging it, just being real.

i have mentioned lots before that i don't want to live an ordinary life. tonight i was at bolt (high school aged church) and dan lian spoke. he talked about how at times we all have fear. but to break the fear, all we have to do is see the invisible God and we will get brave. for some supernatural reason, when a situation looks scray or grim but then you can see God in it, it doesn't look so dark anymore.

some of you will know that i just applied for a year off school. i am planning on spending 5-6 months next year in toronto, cananda. the whole thing came up rather quickly and while the idea is exciting, when i handed in that letter to take the year off, all of a sudden i was overcome with 'what have i just done?'. but since taking that step, i have had so many confirmations that i am doing the right thing, that while it is still scary, i can definitely see the invisible God and i have a peace that one who has just taken a year off wouldn't ordinarily have.